ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
how do I get myself into these things? I don't even know how it got like this.
This isn't a friendship. Friendship is a two-person effort. This in no way is an effort on his part. He doesn't return my phone calls, he doesn't tell me important things in his life. How am I supposed to keep him accountable if I don't even know what's going on? I'm just super frustrated. It's like he has no consideration. I feel like there's a reason that we're friends, like somehow I'm supposed to help him. Except, I'm so frustrated that I don't know how I'm going to do that.

Grr. why are boys stupid?