can I lose my need to impress? if you want the truth, I need to confess.... I'm not alright, I'm broken inside

So I've discovered what's been bothering me. Well, actually, I've known for a while, but I think I just pinpointed exactly what's wrong. I feel as if I don't fit in my group of friends. It's hard to explain. I feel like I'm just kind of there, like I'm an observer and not so much a participant. I've spent more time with my coworkers than I have with my friends. When I asked for help, the only person to respond was a co-worker. It's as if none of my "friends" are even paying attention. I don't know, maybe I'm just letting things get to me. Maybe I'm just being dramatic, but I don't think so. This is really bothering me.